bits and pieces

sometime when you think that something is never going to happen
you tell everyone its not
they tell you it is
you dont believe them
they turn out to be right

when this happens you feel like you'll never be correct again in the world..
everyday we are supposed to learn something new.. but why do so many
so many of these things have to make you feel all idiotic.

but then when something happens when you least expect it
no matter whether good or bad
you still fill like you do everything wrong and that you should be
should feel sorry for one simple mistake
even if you just predicted something wrong for yourself
you feel like you let yourself down
with a very bad self respect throughout the whole time it lowers when supposed to raise and always you feel bad for not even being able to help yourself

stupid choices

why are we always set to make our own decisions why cant others like make some of the important ones for us.... and when we most oftne make a really hard choice andthink we've got it right the whole thing backfires. ITs so agrivationg at times.
The thngs that we do are always there to terroize us at the worst of times. Like if you fall down or are hurt.
Its just here to remind you of that stupid decision that was thought to be right but was most often wrong

"...You don't know what it's like to be nameless..."

"...You can talk about me 'cause I'm a hot tpoic..."
Haha, that was totally unrelated to anything at ALLLLL. But. That.Song.Is.Freaking.Pure.Awesomeness? Yeah. I went there son. ...NO! NOT THE ORIGINAL! The remake by Mayday Parade is far better. Silly goosies.
*ANYWAY*
It's my last day at the beach! AND I'M NOT TAN! WHAT THE HAIL IS THIS DISRESPECT! GOD, YOU SUN! ....I'm hyper. Shut uuupppppppppppppppp. Besides, no ones on Facebook. Well. No one I feel like having a somewhat civil conversation with.
I'm lazy. I'm posting this as is. And going back down to the pools to tan. Ya know. 16th floor, living it up, popping champange. Living large babe. But yeah. I'm out. BYE BLOG STALKERS!

IM A DAY LATE! This is for Thursdayy

Well… Today was rather…. Hmm, I’m not sure how to describe it. It wasn’t bad. Yet, it wasn’t that great either. I’m really in the mood to have another dream that’s just so. Incredible. Amazing. Sweet. But, that ain’t happening any time soon. Why do I say that? Eh, it’s just one of those gut feelings you’ll get every once in a while. But, It’s late. And the internet sucks. So I’m saving this as a word document until I can get the wi-fi back up. Good Night blog stalkers! I haven’t forgotten about you ( if there even is anyone…?)! Just reaaaalllllllyyyy crappy internets. Haha, NIGHT BLOG-STALKERSS!

KayDee's Rant of the day(or hour.)

AHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Don't you just LOVE how guys can be all like. "Oh sure. I'll hang with you for a while." And then be stupid enough to write something on Facebook like. "Hey. Let's have a video game party. On *Insert Day*." Which just ***HAPPENS*** to be on the SAME DAY that this guy agreed to chill with you. Well. Ain't that just dandy? AND. I heard about this on vacation to! How can I tan with something like that pissing me off...? But yeah. That's my rant for the moment. I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED TO WRITE SOMETHING TODAY! HAHAHAHA! I WIN! Okay. Maybe not.

Might have more later on tonight. BYE RANDOM BLOG STALKERS! <3

Today is... well... boring.

I FORGOT ABOUT THIS BLOG! SHAME! SHAME! Okay so. Yeah. I remember it. And I'm bored (Hence the Title!) (Ohh... HENCE!) So. Boredom problem solved.
Anyway. I'm in Myrtle Beach right now. AND ITS COLD! ITS OCTOBER FOR GOD'S SAKE! WHY IS IT SO FRICKEN' COLD?!?!??!! AHHHGHGHGHGHGHGHHG! *Rant is now over*
Maybe I should make a daily reminder to write random crap. YAYCAKES FOR RANDOM AND CAPS LOCK! AHAHA. Im so bored right now its like not even funny. And. Im watching Two and a Half Men. Oh. Okay, not really. It just ended. ...Im hungry now. I WILL! remember to write something the rest of this week! Honestly! Unless Im sleeping. But Im still hungry. Haha, BYE RANDOM BLOG STALKERS~! :)

NOTICE! NOTICE THIS NOTICE!

Thank you for noticing this notice. Your noticing of this new notice has been noticed. Noticed noticed noticed. (That word has now been over used. This has been noticed.)

All randomness aside...

Happy Rosh Hashanah!
Have a wonderful New Year you guys! :)

Time

Time flies by when yor having fun. But when you need it to speed up it slows down. What would happen if you didnt care?? Care on what happened. Would the time speed up or slow down, or just stay the same.

just a short start to a song...

I know I'll be taking that center stage one day, singing my heart out. I know there ain't no other way. Anyday now, anyday.


~~told you it was short.

short song! (really short...)

sitting and wondering where you've been. wishing you had come sooner then this, now im a total mess. so much of a mess, i could hardly care about any of the words that are screaming at me from outta your mouth. now youre blaming me for everything wrong in your life, hating on me for things youve never had. how is this all my fault? we have hardly ever spoken. do you really have nothing better to do then point fingers to avoid youre own problems? here's my song for you then:

i dont care about anything you say, 'cuz you know i will be living my life in my way. change is not an option, no matter how much you try, nothing every changes. you'll always be the hater, i'll always be the one who steps out of the crowd. no matter how many lights are shining down on me, im always gonna be moving on.

re-reading conversations from the past...its really werid...having forgoten how all of us had so much fun toghter...then...slowly peice by peice...it fell apart... wishing that everything would go back to how it used to be. but nothing ever stays the same. there will always be some drastic twist that ruins every dream you thought you had.

Baby, I need you

*sigh* I know that no one reads these, so I don't really know why I have decided to continue posting things. Oh well. In the rare case that someone would happen to read this, here's my current song. Comments are very much so appreciated.

He knows how to steal my heart away, but he doesn't know what to do after he has accomplished this. I love him, and I know he loves me. Especially when I catch him staring at me with those gorgeous eyes of his. It's so obvious we like each other... and it's so obvious we care. We just can't do any thing about it. Just so you know, the only reason I act mad, is to get you to notice me more. The only reason I say, "I hate you" is to get you to listen to me more carefully. The only reason I annoy you is because its just that amazing to have you around.

Yet, it's the story of my life. And I'm used to it. No matter how depressing I just keep rolling on... for better or for worse.